You were wrong. I do understand. I understand that there is nothing to understand.
Remain a lecherous philistine. Uphold that facade of superiority, of dominance. Its the only tool you’ve got.
You are fated to act as you have. Your inconsistency highlights your inability to coordinate a path around this fact. Scorn and hatred when applied everywhere and always is just one way out. Any other constant response to the order of things remains just as valid.
I may be young, I may enjoy different modes of being than you. But this entails nothing.